IT'S MY FALL BREAK!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOH!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hate to be a downer but I am having one of the worst years of my life... Going into this schoolyear I was so excited to graduate and now that just feels like it's getting farther and farther away. :( It probably sounds super angsty and cliche but sometimes I feel like no one understands how difficult high school is for me. Heavy, worldweary sigh.
BUT!!!!! I am SO excited for this break, finally I have time to you know, do stuff??????? Gonna watch movies, read, spend some time in nature, and hopefully make some fun additions to this site by the end of the week!!!
So... Its been a while. Whoops. I ended up kind of abandoning this place because school has just been hellish for me lately. Worst. Thing. In. My. Life. But I digress... Hoping to have some time over my upcoming fall break that I can use to actually focus on my hobbies and other stuff that makes me happy.
The more time I spend on social media, the more I want to just completely retreat from it and focus all my internet time on this website. Sometimes I just sit and think about how much space in our lives we dedicate to advertisements and other capitalist bullshit. Billboards, tv commercials, pop-up ads... They're like pollution. Ugh..
I was totally procrastinating on my homework and whatnot and thought, hey! I'll do something productive! So I decided to work on this website, you know? Well, everything was going great until I started seeing stars trying to figure out some incredibly simple HTML. Sigh. I felt a little embarrassed but I guess there's nothing wrong with being a beginner. Makes me wanna put my head through a wall, but you know, nothing wrong with it.
Finally made some meaningful updates to this site o' mine! Hooray! Still doesn't look very pretty yet but I just wanted to start having, you know, different pages and stuff. :P And thank you SO MUCH to all the nice people who commented on my Neocities profile!!! I really appreciate it.
I've had a long week, and it's only Wednesday. Senior year and moving houses (AGAIN, ugh!) is really kicking my ass. But lately I've been trying to think more positively and mention nice things that happen throughout my day, so... Hmmm, let me think... I was invited to join my school's museum club (...what exactly that entails, I'm not totally sure, school history maybe) by someone who I think is really cool, and I watched a movie with my brother! But yeah, feeling pretty beat as of late.